Luckiest GIrl !

Love is so hard to explain ....

I know when I was younger adn dating, I thought I was in love but as I got older I realized it was no where near love !!! Being in love is the best thing ever, I know with Cody.... I can't even put it into words really but my feelings are so strong for him and I am so crazy for him ... I was that way from the very beginning. He is who I always wanna be with, he is my husband, the father of my child ( and that is just the most greatest thing ever seeing him with Riley) but he has become my best friend .... I hate being away from him even though I get mad and aggrevated at him at times.... he just looks at me and that smile of his, it is so hard to stay mad at him lol !!!! He is the most caring guy and I am the luckiest girl to have him ...... I honestly don't know what I would do without him !!!!!

He is a dedicated husband and father and Riley and I are blessed !!!! Not all guys would get up during the night to feed or change the diaper when they have to get up for work but Cody did especially when I was having a tough time after my csection... and even now he still does .... I look forward to the weekends so he will be home with us, I love spending time with him ,,,,, and I do wish he would go out every now and then just to have friend time but he would rather be at home with us =) which I am very lucky for b/c alot of guys out there .... go out with friends and go to the bars ,but I am one of the lucky ones and never have to worry about Cody doing anything like that !!!!


I LOVE CODY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 weeks !!! !

Riley is 7 weeks old today .... they grow up so fast !!! Part of me wants her to be alittle older so she starts doing things and learning but then part of me wants her to be this little forever !!!!! I am already dreading going back to work, and it breaks my heart having too !!! I have loved being able to stay at home with her, it is awesome that I get 12 weeks off for maternity leave !!! I love spending time with her, looking at that little face and knowing Cody and I created this beautiful little girl !

Time Flies !!!!

So ,,,,, here it is March 2nd already .... why is it that as we get older time just seems to fly by ? There is only 17 more days till my birthday ...yeah I guess !!!! I used to couldn't wait for my birthday and now here I don't know if I really want it to come ..... I will be 29 =( !!!! I love my life right , I love being married and being a mommy but every now and then I do miss being a kid !!! You know when you are a kid things are so easy .... you don't have to work and you get to enjoy summers by not working or going to school..... oh how I used to love the summers =) !!!! You know when I was younger ,,,I could not wait till I was 16 then when I turned 16, I couldn't wait till I was 18 then I couldn't wait to be 21 and now I want time to slow down LOL !!!!!!! How did the time go so fast .....WoW ..here I will be 29 ....almost 30 =( !!!! So SAD lol !!!!!

I wanna do something fun so I am going to find something fun to do =) maybe going to a Stars game or Dave N Busters ... =) !!!

a great date night !!!!!

So Last night we had our date night since we didn't get to go out for Valentine's we went out last night !!! We dropped Riley off at Mimi's and then we went to Dave N Buster's and ate and had the best meal !! We both had the same steak and it was sooooo good ...... I wish I had it right now again lol !!!!! Then we went down and played lots of games and got tons of tickets .... we had over 8,000 tickets so we got Riley several stuffed animals and one of them was a big pony ...so cute !!!!!!!! We had so much fun..... well at least I did !!!! It is so nice being able to get out of the house =) Now I wanna get out and do lots of stuff but of course we have to limit it b/c it costs to much to do stuff !!!!!!!! But last night was so much fun ....... Now maybe our big night out can be my bday =) !!!!!! I am going to have to start thinking about what I wanna do for my birthday !!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I will be 29 =( tear lol !!!! Where does the time go !!!! Sometimes..... it still feels like I should be 16 lol !!!!!

I love Dave N Busters also b/c that was where we went on our first date ....... We went to eat at CheeseCake Factory then there and played tons of games then =) we went out for our first date then spent every weekend together after that ,,,,, and we haven't even been married a yr yet and we already have a baby lol !!!!

Valentine's Day !!!!!!!!!!

So Cody was sick last Tues night till about Thursday and Friday he felt much better only come Friday morning ...... I WAS SICK !!!!!!!!!!!!! Here I was starting getting sick and I don't think I have ever been so sick in my entire life !!!!!!! so I was sick Friday till Sunday but Sunday still didn't feel too great and of course Sunday was Valentine's Day =( !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wanted to go out and do something fun since I hadnt been ab;e to much and here I was sick and didn't feel like it !!!!! Friday when I was so sick in bed though ,,,, Cody had flowers delivered to me but of course I didnt hear the door b/c I was supposed to answer the door and get them but he ended up getting them on the porch and bringing them up to me !!!!!

Anyways .... Sunday I felt better but not totally 100 % so we just laid around on the couch and watched tv and it was so nice just being with him !!!!!!


Riley had a nice Valentine's Day .... she got a bear from mommy, and alittle my little pony stuffed animal from daddy, and mimi and papa got her a stuffed little frog, and pappy and nana got her a cute little butterfly =) !!!!!!! She got lots of goodies for her 1st Valentine's Day =) !!!!!!!!!!!


Well ...... Vday is over but since we didnt get to go out we are goin to go out another night =) !!!

It's Your Love !!!!!!!!

This is one of my all time favorite Tim Mcgraw songs, this was Cody's and I first dance at our wedding !! and it is pretty perfect explaining for how I feel about Cody !!!!!!!!!!





Dancin' in the dark
Middle of the night
Takin' your heart
And holdin' it tight
Emotional touch
Touchin' my skin
And askin' you to do
What you've been doing all over again.



Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go.



It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder about the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love.



Better than I was
More than I am
And all of this happened
By takin' your hand
And who I am now
Is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free.



Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
And if you asked me why I changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name.



It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
about the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love.



Oh, Baby
Oh…


Oh it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go.



It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
about the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love.
It’s Your Love,
It’s Your Love.

Tomorrow is TGIF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, here it is Thursday night ..... yeah tom is FRIDAY WOO HOO !!!!!!! Everybody always can't wait for the weekend to come around ..... We dread Mondays lol and when Mondays come .... We can't till Friday !!!!!!!

I don't know what we will be doing this weekend, hopefully Cody will be well by then so we can do something fun !!!! I plan on having a drink this weekend if we get to go out !!!!!